thinking about how frustrating death is
i realized that god is frustrated by the separation that is life now
the same way that we are frustrated by the separation that death causes.
so death is exciting for him
he's looking on now, waiting for that moment etched in eternity before time
when he finally gets to wrap his arms around you and look at you,
to tell you everything you couldn't hear before,
to walk with you through each question
and watch you take it all in.
laughing, so excited for you to enjoy what he prepared way before you got there

i am so very envious of those who have gone before