Monday, June 6, 2011

strange things happen when your wants begin to change. a lifetime of habitual thinking has to be overhauled. the heart has to learn a new way to rest/feel anxious. old fears disappear while new ones begin to formulate. it's like an emotional adventure. a few bumps and bruises along the not-so-smooth path. hopefully worth it when you finally begin to see what you really wanted all along.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

even without knowing (or particularly needing) details, this is exciting. shifts in habitual thinking tend to open up places that we could see before. I teach physical practices this way, as opportunities to continually revisit the habitual in order to attend to the places/spaces/things that the habitual obscures. It makes for a far less stable existence, but stability has stakes and comes at a cost. And rarely is it a cost I'm willing to pay.
Miss you. I got your voicemail. I hope we talk soon.
Love you.
-M

Anonymous said...

*that we could NOT see before (second sentence).

Sarah W K said...

i wish i could decode you.