welp, we're done. i can't believe it. i just can't believe it.

ache

sometimes my spirit communicates so deeply beyond what my heart or mind is able to
and god knows the depths from which i am unable to cry or bleed or breathe
rest, sh. rest. quiet. today is enough. today i am enough. rest. sh. rest. be still.

"Love is spontaneous, but it has to be maintained through discipline." -o.c.

every day brings the same question

will you trust me today?

"less wrong"

hands have reached for

always the easiest thing

time brings realization and decision

(reasoning constantly)

weighing, considering, alternating

at some point i stopped looking for what was less wrong

and started asking only for what was most right

the reaching stopped

the striving ceased

the rest set in

the peace began

now i wait

with hands flipped

accepting most right

with unexpected wonder

fruition

awe

relief