any way

i love you anyway
not ever because

leftover questions

 

  and who's going to fix my heart, god?

sometimes you can feel yourself becoming stupid and that is a frustrating feeling.

recycling

i wrote this in my paper journal about a year  ago and posted it here last may. it was a good reminder today.

...in each moment of decision is the opportunity to walk in the valley or climb the mountain. the vision and dream of the mountain top fades so quickly. just letting life happen is so much easier than the upward journey we are called to. the plateaus are so far and few. yet if forced to give an answer i would easily admit the mountain tops are well worth it...it's hard to remember. the mountain peaks are there. hiding sometimes and impossible to see in the cloudiness of every day...but they are there.

perspective

today i am 9100 days old.