i hardly have time to think
and find myself crying when i do stop to do so
i miss cleaning my house and cooking for the girls i live with.
it's kind of funny in a way...
i go and go and only pause for tears that make me feel a little better until the next pause. :)
as always i must work to find a middle ground that gives me enough time for the important things
i don't miss the initial weeks of having nothing to do.
but i don't like the constant comings and goings that currently fill my life
two weeks from today will mark a new phase
the season with bsa will start and i can stop trying to fit in dance classes
it will just be part of the day
and life will make that much more sense
it always makes more sense to do what you are created to do...
i'm praying that life gets less complex.
certainly financially the strain will be lifted
though we have learned just how much we can do without
$20 grocery runs for the week for three girls
that's kind of a new obsession.
and now i'm off to sleep before the hours are gone
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